I have managed to keep myself busy. I think it's one way people distract themselves from pain. Or just dealing with hurt. For once, I was comfortable where I was. It doesn't hurt to have a cute girl to hang out with.
But in the end, I think I was distracting myself. Maybe this is why I need my hole. I don't want to distract myself. I want to deal with this in all its misery.
The problem is that usually leads to wallowing in self pity, and I have things that I need to do. Plans and goals I set for myself. Did I set those things to just distract me though?
How deep does the rabbit hole go? Who knows what I will find down there anyhow?
Here's to twenty five going on twenty six. Bring it on. I will face it all. I want to look back on life and say I confronted it. That I faced the minotaur and overcame. Not that I managed to sneak around it.
Rally on panda bear!
3 comments:
minotaurs are pretty badass...
you're still the buffet of maniless that i've always known...rally on indeed!
Just know that you have friends who are along with you in this journey.
Jin
Near the very end a Korean drama series, the main character reads a poem from a poster on a bus stop:
"Dance like no one's watching.
Sing like no one's listening.
Work like you don't need the money.
Love like you've never been hurt before.
Live like there's no tomorrow."
rally on!
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