Appetite.

So the last couple of weeks I have had a pretty crappy appetite. But for some reason today it was ok. Actually, since yesterday night. I kind of liked having a crappy appetite though.

I've been thinking about this concept of karma. What goes around comes around right? It's funny how that works even if you don't aim for it or try. Sometimes I think what happened to me these days is all karma. I am not proud of some of the things I have done in the past.

I'm a bit saddened by how some people reacted. I don't like the idea of having to pick sides, and I don't think people should. From my experience, I think some lines do need to be drawn. But not like this.

If people knew her as well as I did, they wouldn't treat her that way. Even after all this, I can honestly say she is one of the most beautiful people I know. I'm not just talking about appearances either. Someone filled with so much love despite having such a rough life deserves better. I hope things get better.