Overtime, I think certain situations that I come across take their toll on this thing known as my soul. Sometimes I feel like I'm selling a little bit of each day, or each night. Can I get it back?
I know I'm better than this, but somewhere along the road I decided to compromise some things? Maybe it goes back to my baggage deal and being broken. It's as if the path and life I tried to lead before found me in a shitty place, so why should I bother taking that same path? Aren't suppose to learn from our mistakes?
I guess this is what it means to be jaded. And to clarify things, this actually has nothing to do with girls. Well, in the normal sense of the term at least.
It has more to do with standing up for what you believe and making it a no compromise situation. So in the end, I just keep asking myself what happen to that idealistic me. Was I too idealistic? Or was what I was aiming for actually obtainable?
It's all about Economics. I come back to this topic, I should have majored in it. But as humans we live in a world of scarce resources, including our moral fiber. Maybe that's not the right word. It implies it needs to be somewhere. But I think this things known as our soul is a resource. You have to allocate it accordingly.
I know I can do this, but as they say the best situations are the ones where you don't have to. Situations, it's always situations.
2 comments:
i would say you soul, economically speaking, is like shares of stock. Many different entities can hold shares but you can buy it back to add value to yourself. So just cuz you allocated it doesn't mean it's gone from you forever.
Plus, no regrets man. Everything makes us stronger, better, or wiser.
I'll sell you some of your soul back for a couple hundred bucks. Price is negotiable.
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