18 July 2007

Two Niner Two.

I have a headache, it's making me not very productive right now. Recently someone I know lost a relative. More often than not, I think I'm a cold hearted bastard. Things like death and tragedies don't phase me all that much. I remember when I found out that my grandfather passed way. I don't know. Maybe it's being so distanced from it all, but there so little reaction from me.

All this really got me thinking though, I should care more. I got a fortune cookie fortune that said this year family will be the most important to me. It was pretty random.

I think it's time to make a trip.

It's almost surreal to think that one day things are going on all around, the next day some part becomes missing. What goes on inside this head of mine?

Do you ever wish you could be every where at the same time? I wish there was more time in the day. If only I had some super powers or something to stop time. Then maybe I could get all I wanted to get done, be everything I want to be. Will I look back on this in twenty years and think about how foolish I was, how unable I was to prioritize things?

1 comment:

Jin said...

I too am a heartless bastard at times. But death is a weird thing.

I too wish I had the ability to stop time, especially in the mornings.