Wowzers.

I am the author on four blogs. Three of them are mine, two of which you know. One you will never see.

It's been a long time since I posted in that one. I used to make a list of five things I was thankful for, everyday. Sometimes the list would start repeating itself. Even so, I read it now and it reminds me of such a more happy time in my life. I wouldn't know it then, but who I am now is willing to trade it all to be who I was then.

I enjoy watching the waves. They always come in and go out. Like the tide, but no need to wait hours on. I hope one day to look back on these days and realize life was just building its momentum for the next great thing. It was just gaining speed for a crazy push in my favor.

Perhaps that's what all the point of this writing is. So I can look back on it later. Read something and realize that's the point where something awesome began. Right there on that day is where it all finally made sense.

I'm on the cusp again. But this time there is nothing great, nothing warm, nothing special to fall into. Instead, the unknown is what lays ahead. Somehow, it's better than the now.