Wonder.

I wonder who left that last comment on my blog. I guess I will never know. But it's ok.

I missed out going to Amsterdam. Originally I was going to there for a conference, but they decided to send someone more important. Which is a relief in someways. Because I know if I went I would have to push myself very hard. I was kind of worried I would fail in our objective, and not make the most of the trip. But at the same time, it would have been awesome to go. I think I might get a chance to go to Seattle though. I think they feel bad for teasing me with this Amsterdam trip.

So I've been contemplating a lot what to do with my life. I'm a bit tired of playing it safe, and I think I will start to take risks. I had forgotten what it is like to really reach for the stars, or even the moon. It's a tough line to walk I guess. I was always afraid of hurting people or making it hard for them. But for once, I no longer have to worry about that.

But still, I don't want to become that driven person. Walk the line.

I have much to say, but I'm going to hold back right now.

It's funny, I originally had something to blog about. But it completely slipped my mind the moment I started typing. Maybe it will come back to eventually.