It's funny how your background, where you come from, really affects who you are and how you think. More funny how two people from the same place can think the same thing on the same day.
I like listening to music at work. The problem is I always get headphone hair. You know, the top or back of your hair is flat because the headphone was pressing against it. My sides tend to get it too. It's more annoying than anything really.
So I was at work until a goodness two in the morning last night. Trying so hard to get something done. I think I have let myself slack off too much. I feel like I'm starting to drop the ball on some things. On top of that, I got handed this huge responsibility. But I have no idea what to do. All this is combining to give me super stress.
It's nice to have a good friend at work. I mean, we are just friends, but somehow she makes it ok.
I'm always on the edge of making that playlist I said I would. But I feel like if I made it now it wouldn't do it justice. I'm beginning to wonder if I will get around to it.
It other soul searching news, I decided to stop running. I've always run away from my past. Maybe I hoped to escape to the future because I thought it would be better. But I think I need to stop doing that. I opened up some lines of communication with people I have not talked to in a while. I guess we will see how long it lasts before I cave in, revert to my little ball, and disappear.
1 comment:
i totally feel you on the headphone hair...i used earbuds till my set crapped out, then i went to my monitor cans which, in addition to messing with my immaculate coif, causes me to not notice when people are knocking on my cube. your 2 AM thing makes me feel like a slacker...i wish i had a day or two in the last year that i had to do that, becuase i always work better when it's super late and the only reason i'd ever be at work is becuase of a deadline.
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