28 July 2006

Pressure.

It's been a while since I last updated, so I figure it's about time.

I feel all this pressure around me. And it sucks. It's like that feeling when I didn't have a job, and couldn't find one. But worse because there is no pinpoint cause for all of this. It's like a general state of being. It was obvious what was causing it before. Now, it's a whole combination of stuff that I do not care to go into. It's just too much pressure for one man to bear. Or is it?

Everyone always say adversity makes you stronger. And yes, I agree. But I hate it so. I hate struggling with life. And it's not even I'm afraid of hard work. I actually like it because it keeps me busy, and is usually simple. I hate struggling with the scenery in life.

It's funny, because I think I perform better under pressure. Even so, pressure you are not my friend.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

usually when i feel overwhemled i force myself to break it off into many separate little tasks which themselves seem manageable and i tackle it from there. Or i run away from it all for like a couple days and recharge. Either way, if what you're doing now doesn't seem to be working try something different. And there's no shame in admitting that sometimes we all manage to bite of more than we can chew, if that is indeed the case.