Old.

It's cute when old couples still hold hands while walking around.

I feel hopeful. Is it wrong to feel hopeful? I think not. Will it hurt when my hopefulness turns into disappointment? Perhaps. I'm pretty sure it will not be the happiest day in my life. Even so, I think it's good to be hopeful. What is the worse than can happen? You get disappointed. I'm pretty sure that feeling of disappointment is far more bearable than being nailed to planks of wood, left to hang and die in that position.

So I got nothing to complain about in the end, ever.