Today I've come to realize how terrible I am at something, something pretty important. I wonder how I ever missed learning to be better at this thing growing up. It currently does and will have a pretty big impact on my life moving forward. So the reality of the situation is that I need to get better at it.
I think I really need to pray. Not just in the sense of asking God for help, but part of me feels like my distance from God has the last few years has really impacted how I approach/handle things. I wouldn't say I'm destructive or anything, but I realize I am so much more selfish now that I was before. I either can't or don't place myself in other people's situation and instead approach is so matter of fact.
While that is important, I don't think I can stop there.
While I don't think this is something I can learn through books or practice, I feel like I have to try something. Where do I start? How so I consciously learn something that should happen subconsciously?
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