Almost Cool.

So it's been a while since I last wrote anything. I guess lots of stuff has happened recently. I honestly don't even know where to begin.

I'm watching Almost Famous right now. I forgot how good this movie was. Maybe it appeals to me more because I like music stuffs and the story behind music stuffs. But it's more than that, it's a story about being the construct that arises from the conflict of trying to be cool when you're not, even when a lot of people think you are. I suppose the idea goes deeper, but what is this term cool even all about? Moreover, does it matter?

The only true currency in this bankrupt world is what you share with someone else when you're uncool.

Now that I think of it, it reminds of Nick & Norah's Infinite Playlist. It's all about the music and how it makes you feel, makes you think. Even if it's just lame pop music or so called legit indie stuff.

So I flew halfway across the globe to a place call South Korea. It was a pretty fun time and a great experience. I wouldn't mind going back, but I think I've had my full of it for now. It was nice catching up with an old friend. Frankly speaking, I was amazed at how much easy it was too just get back into the groove of old things. I was a little disappointed though. I guess I always thought I would have a larger impact on peoples lives. And, while I did so she says, there's still the idea out of site out of mind. Basically I thought it should have been easier to arrange meeting up than it ended up being, especially considering the close proximity.

Maybe it's just me, but these days I think I understand the value of friendships more. I was actually prepared to ditch work, drive up to Nor Cal at 2am just to talk with someone I hadn't seen in over ten years.

But I guess Seoul beats differently and the rythm effects how people act, think, feel.

I also took a detour and stopped by Taiwan to visit family. It was nice to catch up with cousins. Honestly, I think it was one of only get togethers on that level for me since I was a little child. Even though there was communication issues, it was still good times.

I also had some time to stop by and visit my grandparents. Honestly, it was a little saddening, depressing seeing them in their state. Well, just my grandfather on my mom's side. My grandmothers are in great shape, at least for their age, and my other grandfather passed away a few years ago. I think I'm still digesting it all in my head.

Hoped on a play and headed back to LAX by way of Seoul. A four hour layover not being the best part.

All in all, being a jet setter was pretty fun and eye opening. I think I saw a lot of things, experienced a lot of things that opened my eyes on life. It made me really miss travelling.