Why Am I Still Up?

It's 1:35am, and I have work tomorrow. Why am I still up?

I really feel like watching Garden State right now.

I've come to this realization that I'm not getting any younger. It's not really a panic attack, but I think something is being triggered in my internal clock. I need to accomplish something.

I've always like that analogy, light a fire under their ass.

I watched Juno the other night, it was alright. Not that great. I really want to watch There Will Be Blood. That should be good.

I think part of me enjoys my solitude some of the time. I feel like it's these rare times that I get to think about things on my own.

In my random business meetings, I came across this guy from another company. Basically, he said if he could go back with all the knowledge he had now, oh how things would be different. And honestly, I have to agree. It I could do college all over again, it would be so different. But, I think perhaps I would just make different mistakes.

Unrelated, but I remember going over to Grace's place with Carolyn and Melinda during my first week of school. I remember crashing at Kiriko's dorm because it was on the other side of campus. I remember the first college party I went to, getting mad drunk and throwing up outside the window in the hallway. I remember going to Unit 3 late at night to play video games with Steve. I remember so much, but I didn't take the time to appreciate what was there.