I hope I didn't make a mistake. I keep thinking that I should have just kept my mouth shut. I've always been torn whether the risk is worth taking. I mean, if it meant only gaining something then it's a no question. But I don't want to lose something I find so important, that I really care about.
So I've been kind of stuck at home this weekend. Maybe it happened late Friday or sometime around there, but I got sick. This is my once a year getting sick I suppose, I hope so at least. Sounds about right, it has been about a year since the last time.
A few things have been haunting my thoughts recently. I know this will sound so blasphemous, but part of me is scared God doesn't have a plan for me. This overarching theme has led me to moments of regret, anxiety, and even anger. I sound like such a basketcase.
It's probably this being stuck at home.
1 comment:
tough thoughts.
i hope you feel better. both physically and spiritually.
Jeremiah 29: 11 For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. 12 Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. 13 You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart. 14 I will be found by you," declares the LORD, "and will bring you back from captivity.
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