Sunny Days.

I had started a blog entry earlier, but I restarted my computer.

There was a moment this afternoon I felt like falling apart. I was driving home and I seriously felt like breaking down. But I wouldn't let myself.

Two recurring themes have been presenting themselves in my life recently. Timing and attitude. Today the lesson is attitude. There is that quote about attitude. It's a pretty lengthy quote so I'll sum it up. Life is ten percent what happens to us, ninety percent our attitude.

I have a friend named Moon. She was telling me a story, and I realized the story was about me. The story was actually about someone else, but it made me think about myself. I realized I am running. Yeah, I always run. I'm so freaking sick of it.

I've come to think that I need to be more selfish. It's time I really start working on myself. And in that inspiring note I decided to cook today. It's been such a long time since I cooked, but I did it today. I got inspired by the sign outside Whole Foods that had halibut written on it. I missed cooking.

In actuality, I use the excuse that I hate my kitchen. And I do, but it's my situation in life. I need to accept it and make the best of it. If I don't, I will always be a complainer.

Today was such a gorgeous day. It made me happy, but at the same time it made me sad that I had no one to spend it with.