Yeah, another update. I am in charge of our companies blog so maybe I will try updating this one at the same time as well. That means more updates if I can keep to that routine.
Anyhows. I'm listening to this song Katherine sent me. For no apparent reason, I find it very soothing and calming.
Today has been quite a day. I want to have this guideline. For the most part, I don't want to let what other people do or don't do dictate how I act. This is my goal, and maybe guiding principle in life. I may have waivered a few times, but for the most part I've never felt a need to be a trend follower. I am one of those people that is ok with going to a movie by themselves.
Sounds like a reasonable and worthy goal. But I have a problem and it's all over my desktop.
I met this girl about five years ago. Her name is Katherine. She drives me crazy some of the time, and yet I wouldn't have it any other way. I remember some of our more intense arguments, I wanted to rip my hair out. Yet looking back I wouldn't trade away any of it.
So what does this have to do with my original thoughts? I always had this timetable for my life. Maybe a plan. It got thrown out the window five years ago. And yet, I'm happy with that.
Unfortunately even now I try and make plans. She keeps telling me, not with simple words, that I should forget those plans. They don't matter. I have the most important thing in my life already, and it's all over my desktop.
She makes me want to care about what she thinks.
Wow, what a crazy last two weeks this has been. I never claimed to be perfect, but I thought I was better than this. It's ironic, the moment you start thinking that way you are so wrong. The frustrations of life. It changes too damn often, but it's those changes that drive us on. How long it seems we travel, yet how much longer it is we have to travel.
One step at a time, getting to the milestone soon.
1 comment:
i don't get it...what's on your desktop?
plans seem to always change a lot on us, but it doesn't mean we shouldn't make them. Like Capt. Barbosa says about parlay "it's more of a guidline"...in the same way plans serve to steer us in a general direction.
No matter what, you're right though, and frustrating as it is to plans changed on you, the end result if usually pretty damn awesome regardless. At least, i hope you feel that way.
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