Time.

It's weird, I used to have all this time to reflect and think on life. I would perpetually be thinking and evaluating. Rarely was I taken back at the state of it, whether good or bad.

Now that I have something to do most of the day, I'm completely astounded when I have time to think about what's going on. I'm not saying it's good or bad, but it's just so shocking to see it different than what it was a few days or weeks ago.

So I've been resisting the temptation to buy a fat television. Katherine and I have been talking a lot about it actually. I think it all started when her roommate got a television. Even though it's very tempting, I think it's better not to. At least for now.