I guess I have returned. Another entry, and so quickly.
On the way home from what I call a job these days, I was thinking about how sad it is. Everything. I slave away barely making enough money to do things I want to do. And yes, all of those things are quite materialistic. But not all of them are for me.
I just remember having these grandiose dreams for my life, but where are they now?
In reality, it's not as bad as I make it seem. But it's not going too good either. I just wish it were better and at least going somewhere. Right now, everything I want seems so far away from me. Everything I want to be and everything I want to see happen in my life.
How emo. I hate that word. It's so overplayed and trendy. How insecure. That's more like it. How insecure of me.
2 comments:
sometimes maybe just take a moment and step back, see what you do have versus what you feel like you dont have. Hard to see that silver lining when we feel like we've failed to meet our own lofty expectations, but sometimes we fail to realize how much we truly have accomplished, just in aspects that may not have been initially apparent to us. Like i said some time ago, this moment is truly fleeting; dont let this define who you are because before you know it nothing will be the same anymore.
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