What's in an emoticon. Can it convey all the emotions that is claims to do? Are people so lazy to type out how they exactly feel that they would be willing to sacrifice the exactness of true expression? Maybe.
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No, not really. Part one of my super emo promised entry is in a John Mayer song. It's a problem that plagues many professional mathematicions, although I am not one. It's the idea of peaking. Have I peaked? Is the best I am capable of doing already past me? Is it all downhill from here?
That's one of the reasons it saddens me, my inability to score that job that I wanted. It makes me wonder, have I peaked?
I feel like I'm so ripe right now to go back to writing my book, but something is preventing me from doing it. I want to read more. I realized reading makes me happy. Probably has to do with my escapist mentality of dealing with problems. Bleh.
It appears that I will be doing what I did before college, only at a different location with a different company and at a different age. Did I spend five years of my life to run in a circle? Me wonders indeed.
1 comment:
thanks for visiting on friday....hope you enjoyed some really weird thai boxing moves....and passable korean food....
what makes you think youve traveled in one large circle? Just because the scenery is the same doesnt mean you're on the same road...your five years of college experience have just yet to fully realize themself....in the long term, this year that you spend job searching will merely be a blip on your radar....
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