Nobody Doesn't Like Sara Lee.

So that is the official slogan for Sara Lee. My whole life I thought it was "Nobody Does It Like Sara Lee," but I was wrong.

This one's for Katherine, so you have something to read while she gets paid to play.

I almost got a car recently. Last minute my money didn't show, so it didn't work out. But I guess in the end it is for the better. Even though I don't think I will be able to find an equally better deal for a long time. I guess financially it is a burden I am better off not taking on at the moment. Sadness.

I still constantly struggle with accepting this lot in life. One of the reasons why I left all things high school behind is because I didn't want to be stuck in mediocrity. I think that has been a big issue with me. Even being a more technical inclined person, I was never wanted to work for a software or engineering firm. It was the safer route, but I didn't want it. I was not content with that.

So at the last minute I up and decided to aim for something I thought was better.

Was it? Who knows. I didn't get there.

So here I am trying to rebuilt my grandious dreams I have for my life. Start humble I tell myself. But I'm just not content with it. I guess I'm also not very patient. Full of faults am I.

On positive news, I'm really enjoying going to the city and taking tests. Part of it is probably because I want to be there on a regular working basis. But the chance to see skycrapers is refreshing. Did you know that Wendy's serves breakfast? I also got to see the Federal Reserve of San Francisco.

Did you know that at one time, my career goal was to replaced Alan Greenspan? Indeed.

All in all, things are going good. I'm just having a hard time accepting that this is my life.