Awake At Night.

I find myself awake at night these days thinking about what could have, should have, and would have happen. It's a sad state of mind I'm in. I kind of hate myself for feeling this way, because there is nothing you can do to go back and change the past.

It's just sad because I honestly feel I was so close to certain things, and then I keep wondering if only I had been a little bit more this or a little bit more that, then it would have all worked out. The agony of almost.

So hopefully I can knock myself out of this mood. Fingers are crossed.

In great exciting news, Star Wars is coming out soon. I'm excited. I hope I don't get disappointed again. But I doubt I will. Star Wars is a whole saga, not just bunch of movies put together. And since I'm taking this low expectation attitude, I'll be good to go. I don't need anymore disappointments in my life.

Tekken 5 is looking like a pretty fun game. I wish I had people to play though. I don't feel like going to SVGL and spending money to play yet. I should just suck it up and do it one day. I hate paying to get owned though.

Maybe this ongoing flavor is getting sour and going bad.