Sometimes it's Good.

Sometimes I think it's good that almost no one reads my blog. I was always one of those people on Xanga who's only had one person comment for them. And it's always Katherine. It's kind of nice I suppose. It fits my personality. I don't exclude people from my life. I don't like to block people out and such like that. But I'm not the kind of person to invite people to my graduation.

So tomorrow is actually my birthday. I think one of these days I want to go hide from everyone on my birthday. Just to spend it alone. But Katherine would kill me if I ever did that. I think I go crazy without solitude sometimes.

I've been feeling very down on myself. I checked of the list of passing candidates for the Course 2 Examination. My candidate number was not on the list. I know deep down inside I'm hoping for some kind of mistake, but unlikely. We are a numbers type of people. So it's been a bit of a downer. I honestly thought I prepared enough.

I just hate it when I fail myself.